Hello again.

Today started off on a very definitely more positive and upbeat state of mind, as I vaguely believed it would having got some things down in writing in my BOS.   I would like to thank those who read and commented on my blog, as somehow it makes me feel less alone.

Having returned the compliment and read their blogs in turn, it amazes me how much of a massive blog community there is out there in the ether.  How very wonderful.  It also seems that much can be achieved through blogs, particularly in view of charities and in particular, there seems to be a wholesome sense of empathy. 

Although I do have another blog here, it is for more mundane things and I am going to try to make this one a more spiritual entity.  That is not to say that they wont cross from time to time but I shall try and avoid it as much as possible.  With my other blog, I have 18 friends and do try very hard to keep up with them all but some are just such prolific writers, I sometimes find it a struggle to find enough time to devote to their entries.  How anyone with a large amount of friends can do this baffles me.

I suspect that this is largely due to the fact that I like to spend quality time reading their entries and feel that I fail them if I do not adequately give them time.  The thing is, they are of course completely unaware of this and probably wouldn't worry too much about it even if they were.  So, this leads me to wonder, is this why I only have two best friends in the physical world?  Hmm, I shall ponder on that further.

I digress *sigh*, I do that a lot - my upbeat waking...arose, made large quantities of coffee and grabbed a pad and pen.  Wrote down conscisely a very exact 'to do' list.  Then I did a more um...sort of 'wish' list.  After exactly two hours, copious amounts of coffee and some home-made bread, toasted and dripping in artery-hardening, cholesterol-forming butter, I felt huge amounts better.  It was an exercise in practicality.  It was an organised, thought-provoking and music-facing epiphany and immediately I began to feel more positive.  Now that I have faced my worries on a page, things are not as bleak as first appeared, when they were just swimming around in my head, giving me momentary and monetary panic attacks.  In this instance, the pen (and paper) were indeed mightier than the sword.

The positivity was definitely catching and when my partner got up, he was also feeling more positive about many things.  We had a long discussion about my lists and alloted each other tasks.  I am hoping that the end of the financial year will be an end to our financial problems and we can concentrate on putting our own body-temple houses in order.  We have made a date that tomorrow night we will perform our first ceremony together.  Whilst I am at work, he will cleanse and purify a small part of the house.  I in turn will provide us a light feast for afterward and decorate our altar accordingly.  After ritually cleansing ourselves, we will return once again to our spiritual side and take our first joint spiritual journey together...back to the future.

Blessed be all and a very good night to you x